My mood is only on one thing. It is the one, the one that I am waiting for. Its been almost a month. I cannot clearly say here what it is and what it is related to.
I cannot concentrate on my work, cannot sleep properly, cannot eat, almost in a state of desperation. No idea what this state of mind means. I am supposed to be a calm and composed person, but what is it that is driving me crazy? and why?
The answer is simple, too much of self inflicted hatred on one thing, made me look out for the next thing. This is what probed the chain of events. Now that the hatred is blooming day by day with that thing, it is driving me nuts. This is the blocker now, for me to bite the apple that I am trying to reach out.
Waiting. Highly Impatiently waiting. Eagerly waiting. But that's all I can do about it. Wait. This is completely out of my control. I think I have to take this as a next chapter of lesson that my life is giving to me. “If you cant control something that is out of your control, then learn to be patient, whatever your situation is”
The lesson of Lions, the king of the jungle, the lesson of Masters, the kings of the world. They were patient at some or the other point in their life, waiting for that right chord. The right note, the right time, moment. I am starting to practice patience!!!
Om!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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